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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
ESAME E FINITO!!!!!!
ohhhh yeah baby....
i need to pack. and i need major shopping therapy when i get back. urgh. pretty much IMPOSSIBLE to shop here!!!
anyway... im comin home! which is a good thing i guess... kinda wanna buy a puppy tho... something cute to expend my affections on...
ladidaaaa.
i see u guys cringing.. HAAHHAHA..
cya at chiangiiii parentales~!
& it's a new day at{ 10:07 AM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
& it's a new day at{ 9:40 PM
Jay took me out on a date today, after much persuasion on his part. =P the photos aren't in order, but they're pretty ^^
My udon. oh yum. check out my fake nails. HAHAHHAH
oh yea, dat's me, da little poisonous puffer fishy =P
The new mascot =D
his raw fishy sushy....
i love this picture, don't you? =)
my nigiry or somethin...
OH it's amazing.
the salad sauce was crazy good...
this is what i['d look like when i'm super fair...
he gave me my first roses ever.. lol....
outside da restaurant...
he's got skillz to take pics while driving. hahhaa.
my cutie roommate ,..and her bf.. =D
we girls gettin ready .....
yea....so that's my first formal date. apparently it's somethin important here in america... LOL.....
& it's a new day at{ 12:23 AM
venting time..
im so mad i lost 8 points on a perfectly good essay!!!!!!! i cud have gotten like, 96. i lost 4 points cos the computer screwed with some parts of my essay and i didnt' check it cos i was super rushed that day. and then my outline was messed up apparntly cos i saved the wrong copy. and as for editing it was just cos i plain wasnt paying attention;. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH. so so so so so mad wit myself.....
cos there really isn't any excuses. darn it.
whatevs. at least my content was good *shrugs*
& it's a new day at{ 12:16 AM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
everytime i want something. and i pretty much get it. for awhile. then it pretty much gets taken away. and then i get what i want again. for awhile. and. i hate changes. let me rephrase that. i hate changes that are so freaking huge that it pretty much takes me one year to get used to it either way and then once i'm used to it, stuff changes up again.
sometimes when you stand on top of a mountain, it feels like you have it all. until you find yourself falling.
i don't know what i want anymore. cos everything i want comes with too heavy a price.
i know i always say destiny is for yourself to build, that you can make your own fate. but right now... im just too sick of trying to control destiny. i'm too sick of trying to grow up faster. if i stay here, i'll be stuck in something that was only meant to be temporary. if i go home, i lose my possiblities of getting a 4 year degree in four years. if i go to thailand i'm going to have to adjust all over again and let's just say i don't wanna do that.
i had it all planned out. im jus SO SO very frustrated.
& it's a new day at{ 9:15 PM
Friday, April 17, 2009
see i was about to write something but i forgot what it was.
that means it's time for me to get some sleep!!!!
& it's a new day at{ 8:09 PM
the china guys....
let's play spot the white girl!
spot the mushroom head...
& it's a new day at{ 8:06 PM
& it's a new day at{ 8:58 AM
Monday, April 13, 2009
i hate when my alarm goes off i hate eating crappy food i hate the way homework counts for about the same amount as exams i hate the thunderstorms here when im alone i hate not being able to sleep in da lobby when visitors are around i hate having to go talk to teachers i hate dhl boxes cos they're so not worth it -.- i hate verizon cos they wudn't let me cut off my phone plan even when it was in my name i hate not having my own stereo here i hate not having enough time to sleep
on a lighter note;... i've found the perfect cake to make, with the perfect frosting to match, and the perfect way to make it. it's no lana's cake, but it's pretty pretty awesome yo! =P pictures when i get it done. and then 4 of us are all gonna cook something.....it's gonna be pretty pretty fun =)
but anyway! i hate not having a future plan so.. my temporary plan rite now is to get an accounting diploma in singapore, and then i can work at the same time. everything else doesn't matter. =P
& it's a new day at{ 7:58 AM
Friday, April 10, 2009
i'm exhausted . and i can't get dilemmas out of my mind. i'm going back in three weeks, or maybe four if i can get an extension. but. i'm just.... so so lost.
i could actually be 'young' again .... i wouldn't have to worry about the future, because there wouldn't BE any future. i could live each day for each day, without worrying about anyone else but myself. i could be a spinster forever and learn from my grand aunt and get a baby without gettin married. i could actually just take a gun and blast my brains out all over this computer screen.
but then here i go again being all dramatic. must be all this shakespeare.
but in reality. i AM lost. i've always had a very very secure plan for the future. and this semester it gets blown to bitsy piecies.
but at the same time i feel free. thing is, i don't want to be free. but sometimes i'm not given a choice. is that all it will take? just one obstacle, and you'd let me go, you'd let our friendship go? just, "oh, we can't be close anymore because of reasons i can't tell you" and then i'm expected to sit there and quietly accept it? if i had done that, what would you have done? just let ur best friend walk out of your life forever? am i even still your best friend? i don't even know if you'll ever read this. i don't even know how much you even care. yeah sure you say you care, who doesn't say they care, but honestly i can't really see it. i just can't see it.
it's all up to you i guess. if you want our friendship to continue, you have to fight for it. i'm tired.
My udon. oh yum. check out my fake nails. HAHAHHAH
oh yea, dat's me, da little poisonous puffer fishy =P
The new mascot =D
OH it's amazing.
the salad sauce was crazy good...
this is what i['d look like when i'm super fair...
outside da restaurant...
he's got skillz to take pics while driving. hahhaa.
my cutie roommate ,..and her bf.. =D
the china guys....
let's play spot the white girl!
spot the mushroom head...
