im almost finished with my research paper.wuda been done long ago but i've been hiding from it..... but finally decided it needed to get done cos it was haunting me in my dreams. nasty ol' paper. anyway! when it's done, i'll post it up here. be prepared, it looks like it's gonna be more than ten pages long. lmao.
& it's a new day at{ 9:55 AM
Monday, March 16, 2009
im gonna make sure i don't have too much homework to do next week....because............
DAVIDASSCHERICK IS COMING FOR ONE WHOLE AMAZIN WEEK.
and they're having like two meetings a day! and im gonna make my bestfriend go with me to every single one of them!!!!!!!!!!!! i will wake up and go!!!!!!!!!!! even when my first class is at two i'll wake up at 11 and go at twelve to hear him speak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! crazily happy ^^
& it's a new day at{ 8:44 AM
OOOOO and i nearly forgot ... mamma u'd have been surprised cos even tho tempers were short today mine was held in good control. hehehehe. at least at practise anyway. i got scolded for supposedly getting in someone's way when actually that someone was in mine, and i didn't even tell her off. even when she started giving me $%^&* advice on how NOT to get in her 'square' which was crazy cos it was her fault to begin with. -.-''' tensions were super high cos of people being late and stuff but i was amazingly cooperative and docile. lols!
i held it innnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn until i went to dinner with my Best Friend and then yeah. hahahahahahaha.
but hey!!! at least i didn't add my temper to those already flyin around yea? lols.
surprised myself. one theory is that i was dizzy and hungry so maybe i didn't have the strength to rip people a new one. HAHAHA. another theory is that the dance teacher has a crazy short temper and so i finally met my match and decided not to get in a cat fight. LOL! much more possible i think...
ANYWAY. just something extradeliciouslyunordinary for you to chew on. lol....
cheerio~!
& it's a new day at{ 3:59 AM
im trying to write some stupid poetry imitation for lit and it's positively killing me!
grahhhhs.
poetry for me has to come when i have inspiration, not when i'm lacking sleep and have major projects niggling at the back of my mind!!!!!!
i have an annotated bibliography for world civ, then i have an accting team project that is majorly huge this time so i can't do it on my own which means i have to go thru the annoying hassle of arranging study group meetings in the library with people i don't really care to work with. POOP. at least the lit presentation is over. that was good...we had a good team. i messed up on the day itself tho, cos i was so tired i forgot to bring my laptop which was what i was supposed to do, apparently. but since this is college, some random guy in the class had his lappy with him so we were saved. ah. curse lack of sleep. messes up my mind. anyway! then i have like, computer homework that has to be done by tomorrow and that is absolutely the most tedious thing ever. lastly, i have to complete and hand up my 2500 word research paper by thursday. argh! OH! and a/s/i/a/n/n/i/g/h/t is next saturday so we've been having crazy practise sessions for the dance which i'm getting pretty tooty sick of.
but that's beside the point.
now!
about today. which was the most absolutely tiring sunday in this semester.
i woke up at 11, showered, then went to the Vm with Jay to stock up on food. After that, went to the library and did my accounting hw, then took a nap there from about 315 to 4pm cos i felt nauseated. grahhh. my 'morning sickness' seems to be back. then i rushed back to my room and changed, went downstairs to the aerobics room to practise the dance a little on my own before the group practise at 5 pm. i was still dizzy....and the eternal spinning in the dance didn't help!dance practise was a disaster...we practised in the new gym from 5 to 6 pm, then went to the old gym to practise on stage at 6. supposedly the other part of the chinese group was supposed to be there cos it was a full dress rehearsal. but they didn't show up till 7, which was when WE FINISHED OUR PRACTISE. so after practising for two hours straight we're all pretty tired and strung out cos of people's incredibly short tempers and stuff...[oh and if i say tempers are short they are short cos mine's pretty short so well, if i think urs is short, it's MAD SHORT. ]
sooooo, there was a brief verbal altercation between S and XL... and we ended up staying yet another half hour for the so called dress rehearsal to come to our part so we cud dance once and then leave.after that i went to dinner at KRs... eh, nana got my order wrong............ after supper i was extremely tired so just went back to the room to cook more food, eat, watch B/o.n.e.s , sleep. i slept till 1 am, then woke up to do my lit. i had to wait for inspiration....wait wait wait wait...
and then finally when it came, i finished it in half an hour. argh.
i also drew up my weekly to-do list which gets more n more intense each time.
im tryin to use words like INTENSE and CHALLENGING instead of depressing and impossible...
hahahaha...wo yao zuo kai xin guo. LMAO. right. dont ask me where THAT came from...
anyways!!!!!
im exhausted.
gonna get ready to go to accting class, then have breakfast, then go to lit class, and then go to the library to print something which i have yet to remember what it is. and then. sleep. yayys. till 3. which is PEAC class..... in which i have an F.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA..... idk how i can get an F for a PE class. genius.... ^^
so yea that's my plan for tomorrow. after PE, i wanna sleep somemore. then i hope i dont have dance practise so i can do my computer homework. oh.. not to mention i have to read some emo tragic history book for tuesday's class.
tuesday i have to get started on my annotated bibliography as well as finish up my research paper. oh. AND write another poem.
wednesday i have to read from my fat history textbook and edit my hopefully finished research paper.
thursday i have to turn in my research paper, and write more lit. I wanna spend thursday evening with my bestie!! cos it's thursday nite and we gotta celebrate friday comin, yes??
hahaha...and somewhere within this week i have to find time to do a mad long accting team project. poopy.
so my bad if i don't call you guys anytime soon in this week, keep in touch thru MSN or something... imma going to be out of the room much of the time. but i'll try to call like on thursday or tuesday.. =)
Yes, we were looking at each other Yes, we knew each other very well Yes we had made love with each other many times Yes, we had heard music together Yes, we had gone to the sea together Yes, we had cooked and eaten together Yes, we had laughed often day and night Yes, we fought violence and knew violence Yes, we hated the inner and outer oppression Yes, that day we were looking at each other Yes, we saw the sunlight pouring down Yes, the corner of the table was between us Yes, bread and flowers were on the table Yes, our eyes saw each other's eyes Yes, our mouths saw each other's mouths Yes, our breasts saw each other's breasts Yes, our bodies entire saw each other Yes, it was beginning in each Yes, it threw waves across our lives Yes, the pulses were becoming very strong Yes, the beating became very delicate Yes, the calling the arousal Yes, the arriving the coming Yes, there it was for both entire Yes, we were looking at each other
laaaa di dum......
& it's a new day at{ 3:42 AM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Song. by CDAYLEWIS.
Come, live with me and be my love, (8) And we will all the pleasures prove (8) Of peace and plenty, bed and board, (8) That chance emplyment may afford. (8)
I'll handle Dainties on the docks
And thou shalt read of summer frocks: At evening by the sour canals We'll hope to hear some madrigals.
Care on thy maiden brow shall put
A wreath of wrinkles, and thy foot Be shod with pain: not silked dress But toil shall tire thy loveliness.
Hunger shall make they modest zone
And cheat fond death of all but bone - If these delights thy mind may move, Then live with me and be my love.
My imitation.
I laid asleep in class one day, Not a word did the teacher say Perhaps she heard my dream aloud Of you, alone, i was so proud
Asleep, i called your name, so loved That name, I smile, each time it's heard. They try hard to come between us, Why can't love live without this fuss?
How long do we have together? Be it months, years, or forever Don't be hurt or sad my darling, To your memory I'll still cling.
If, one sad day it's time to part I hope in one piece stays your heart. Keep your promise, please, and stay strong, I'd never want to do you wrong.
blahhhh okay this was for literature class, i had no idea HOW to do an imitation, so i just did what came natural. wonder what points i'll get. we'll know soon enough! =)
cheerio~
& it's a new day at{ 9:42 AM
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
I had a crazy tiring day today.. I worked on my essay in the morning, then Lunch, then classes, then i met a friend for lunch. After lunch was like Presentation preparation for tomorrow for an hour. Then like a half hour rest till convocation, which was awesome cos it was two ladies playin banjos and percussion instruments. hehe =) i slept for the last part though..
After that i had to go directly for dance practise, after dance was like another half hour break, and then i had to go to worship. after worship was presentation practise againnnnn. jeez. annoying. then i finally got back to my room....but had to write a poem. for literature. and after that i'm doin part of the presentation again. wanna DIEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
i'm mad tired.
but happy. heheehhehehehe. v happy. v v v v v v happy. =)
life is good. i jus need $$. hahahahhahaha. don't worry i'll find a way... =)